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Penelope

Patient story

Penelope.

59 years old · 5 stages on their path

Watch & wait, then treatment, now in remission.

Penelope is 59 years old and she has been living with Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia (CLL) since she was 50 years old. In the beginning, Penelope was in the “Watch and Wait” phase for 5 years. However, at some point, Penelope had constant bouts of fever and night sweats. The examinations revealed that CLL got worse. After this, she did a few extra examinations in order to find out which treatment is best for her. Penelope and her physician chose among the available treatments and she began targeted therapy. The treatment helped her and the symptoms gradually disappeared. Even though she still undertakes regular medical checkups, she is not taking any treatment. She continues her usual activities and feels quite happy.

Penelope’s path so far

5 stages

Stage · Watch & Wait

Watch & Wait

Many people diagnosed with CLL do not need treatment right away. Instead, your physician will recommend regular check-ups and lab tests — a phase called active monitoring, or “Watch and Wait.” It can feel strange to live with a chronic condition without treating it. That feeling is shared by almost everyone in this stage.

    Questions that often come up here
  • Why is treatment not started immediately?
  • How often will I be monitored?
  • What symptoms should prompt me to call my physician?
  • How do I manage the anxiety of waiting?

Personal stories

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  • “I am worried about the future, I don’t know what’s coming for me and I don’t know much regarding my own case, what happens next when it will get much worse, what therapy will I get, what treatment. I am not sure whether it is a good or a bad thing that I don’t know, but it stresses me out, for sure it does make me anxious, that I have no knowledge of what’s coming for me.” (Nikole)
  • “There are moments that you are inevitably thinking of [your diagnosis] and you wonder: “I don’t know what’s coming after”. Not knowing is the worst part. Ι say to myself that I am fine now, but what can it [CLL] cause in the future? Because I don’t know exactly what the outcome will be. (Andrew)
  • In the beginning my family was shocked, but they didn’t believe me because I didn’t have something serious and I didn’t need treatment. They were thinking that I might have something serious and I lie to them”. (Mike)

Videos

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Leaflets

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  • Watch & Wait
  • Psychological effects of illness
  • Examination Types