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Zehra

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Zehra.

69 years old · 6 stages on their path

Treated once. Now navigating a relapse.

Zehra is 69 years old and she found out she has Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia (CLL) at the age of 60. In the beginning, she was in “Watch and Wait” and did not receive any treatment. At some point, physicians detected in her lab tests that CLL was active, so they asked Zehra to undertake prognostic tests to determine which treatment is most suitable for her. Zehra and her hematologist decided to start a targeted therapy. The treatment was effective and a remission was achieved. However, signs of CLL progression reappeared and Zehra lost weight and started to feel weak. She visited her physician and after the required examinations, she announced to her that CLL was active again. Zehra felt quite frustrated and overwhelmed. Nevertheless, her hematologist explained to her that a new line of treatment might be what is needed to get on top of CLL once again. Now, Zehra feels less stressed and she is waiting for her doctor’s recommendations on what to do next.

Zehra’s path so far

6 stages

Stage · Watch & Wait

Watch & Wait

Many people diagnosed with CLL do not need treatment right away. Instead, your physician will recommend regular check-ups and lab tests — a phase called active monitoring, or “Watch and Wait.” It can feel strange to live with a chronic condition without treating it. That feeling is shared by almost everyone in this stage.

    Questions that often come up here
  • Why is treatment not started immediately?
  • How often will I be monitored?
  • What symptoms should prompt me to call my physician?
  • How do I manage the anxiety of waiting?

Personal stories

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  • “I am worried about the future, I don’t know what’s coming for me and I don’t know much regarding my own case, what happens next when it will get much worse, what therapy will I get, what treatment. I am not sure whether it is a good or a bad thing that I don’t know, but it stresses me out, for sure it does make me anxious, that I have no knowledge of what’s coming for me.” (Nikole)
  • “There are moments that you are inevitably thinking of [your diagnosis] and you wonder: “I don’t know what’s coming after”. Not knowing is the worst part. Ι say to myself that I am fine now, but what can it [CLL] cause in the future? Because I don’t know exactly what the outcome will be. (Andrew)
  • In the beginning my family was shocked, but they didn’t believe me because I didn’t have something serious and I didn’t need treatment. They were thinking that I might have something serious and I lie to them”. (Mike)

Videos

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Leaflets

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  • Watch & Wait
  • Psychological effects of illness
  • Examination Types